TemptatiOns

well its sure a good chocolate! and a rather expensive one too!

i don like chocolates but they do something to the already ignited senses;)don ask me about the whole chocolate thing.coz somethings are best left to imagination !!

i thought somethings and people could only make me laugh but some others can make me do a lot more…  make me open up after having lived in hibernation and in a safe comfy coocoon of silence .

silence is definitely comforting .its the best way of hiding secrets and mistakes and regrets and thus you can save yourself from being  in a lot of doubt of havin to pay for revealing ur sweet lil follies .ouch! O.U.C.H. it hurts wen people say double meaning sentences thinking they cannot be understood or when you do not have an answer to simple questions in life or when the whole world except you is convinced of something bang opposite of what u believe in.

its painful to count the number of friends you lose over time because they  wARned you of the dangers lurking behind your irresponsible actions and it hurts when friends leave when they are tired of seeing you fall again and again and to see you rise again only to see you stumble on the same path on those same roadblocks yet again.

facing the truth after a long sustained period of confusion ,doubt ,denial and daydreams is like moving out of thick fog to an unexpected fury of the blazing sun.

good things though: i realized i loved the movie hatari although I was very nervous that i might not.

i am in love with the pepper chicken and hope to learn how to make it!

glad to realize that i remember that i am enrolled in a college and three and a half years down the line i still feel like becoming a lawyer might just be a good idea.thoughts of studying further have been put on hold .think makin a lil bit of money before that is not a bad idea.

travelling is getting to interest me more and more.believe it or not im becoming even more intolerant of injustice.one thing i can never stand.recently saw a rather angelic baby girl on the road.the desire to be able to drive effortlessly is beginning to resurface.have started to finally enjoy a lil bit of music.opening up to people and talkin is fun again.am back to innocent small things in life.goin totally mad about watchin movies.may be after all,girls are not all that bad and boys can bitch too!big groups and big fun.still,a lot of reconstruction remains to be done.whether or not i will succeed is still a big BIG question.its always good to have good company around .always wanted that partner in crime.don think i can do without madness in life.taking chances is fun,taking responsibility is not so much fun.leaning used to be ok  BUT now that there’s no shoulder -to-cry/lean on..either I fall or look for a strong eligible shoulder!!*wink*.